So I’ve hit that wall.
You know the one that you read a few months after one of your fave bloggers has a baby and decides they need to reconsider their blog and its future?
Yep. That’s where I’m at.
I don’t put myself even remotely close to any of the widely followed bloggers or even say that I have followers outside of my small circle of friends. Regardless, I’ve been battling with this thought back and forth for the last few months. And even before A joined us. I knew that I’d hit this point and now I’m at a loss as to what the resolution will be for me.
Mr.Dubs is a non-interwebs person. He’s always respected my love for it and finds it amusing/amazing that I have such great friendships and resources in my online circle. However, he also is weary of sharing “too much” online and I get that. Especially when it concerns our child.
On the other hand, I’ve also benefited from continuing A’s monthly updates on here. When I fall behind in his baby book, this blog is what I look to to fill in the gaps. My postpartum updates keep me motivated to keep up my healthy eating/work outs. And as an aside, I appreciate every comment I receive and I enjoy that I’m able to share small details of life with my friends through this blog.
I think whether it’s 3 posts a week or 1 post a month, I want to keep it going for at least the first year and then decide at that juncture to either close it down or at least go 100% private. Until then, I guess I will do as I have been, and write when I feel like it or have time. And most definitely in the least, upkeep A’s monthly updates and my postpartum fitness updates.
Thanks for reading. All five of you. <3
As an aside, if you follow me on other social media– I am trying to get more private as well, so sorry for the confusion if there are name changes, locks, etc.